Finto!

Exams are done!! :D:D You have no idea how releaved I am :)
But I'm not officially free from school. Tomorrow everyone from school can pick to go to a waterpark, or to an amusement park.... I'm going swimming :)
I'm excited!! Let a little worried D: Last time I went there, I flashed someone in the wavepool >.<
haha but this time I'll wear a shirt ;P haha
Then Wednesday I have no school, and on Thursday I get my report card. On Thursday I wanna share my list of summer activities I wanna do if that's ok :P
Anyhoo, I should get to sleep soon for tomorrow :)
I hope you have a great night!
Love you,

Laura<3

I appologize again for not being on here for so long :( Exams have been so overwhelming! All the studying.... and more studying, ah! But I have my last one tomorrow! Social Studies D:
Please wish me luck! I'm not the best at social :/ The other exams have been alright, and my marks have been pretty good :) Because I'm not so good at social, I've been talking to my social teacher a lot lately, and asking her hundreds of questions about it. She did help me out quite a bit, and I don't feel as stressed :) One little thing she said that I loved was "On the day of the exam, go to Starbucks and get your favorite drink, and get your favorite treat, like banana bread or whatever. So during the exam, you have something to sip on, and munch on. Something that you love to calm you." :):)
Haha, I love that idea! I can't get a ride to Starbucks though :( So I think I'm going to make some Earl Grey tea and take it with me in a mug, and bring some banana bread Bear Paws. Oh, God, I love those things :9
And after the exam, I'll finally be free from school! :D:D I can't wait! I wrote out a super duper fantabulous awesome long list of things I want to do this summer :) Next time, I'll type it all out for you :P And I think I'll share my summer and my summer bucket list with you. Share some storys, show some pictures, yatta yatta. I think think it'll be fun :)
Anyhoo, that's all I have to talk about now! I'm excited for tommorow, I finally get to be free :))
I hope you're having an awesome summer!
Love you,

Laura<3

So Busy

I havn't been on here for a few days.... that's not like me :(
I've been studying for finals.... D: So I've been so busy.
I just wanna say, other than studying, I'm doing great :):)
And here's a cute picture, just to make your day :}

Red Panda <3
I gotta go, I need to catch my bus for school :( See you later!

Love you,

Laura <3

Eminem

I've been a little obssessed with Eminem. The Marshall Mathers, Slim Shady, Eminem, yeah...
So I just wanted to share a few of my favorite songs from Eminem :) If you don't like rap, please just give it a try, you might actually like it ;)

Stan. This is an amazing song, the story, the rhyming and all the emotions he does. I just love this song so much <3
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gOMhN-hfMtY

Mockingbird. Once again, the story is great, and the message he's saying to his kids is moving. I have a friend who really loves this song, she shares the love of this song with her father, and she's memorized every word, she doesn't even get tongue tied. I think my friend loves this song so much because she doesn't get to see her father that often you know? Anyhoo, I hope you like this one :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S9bCLPwzSC0

Sing For The Moment. I just love what he's rapping about, plus it plays an Aerosmith verse ;) haha
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D4hAVemuQXY&feature=relmfu

Beautiful. In my opinion, this is the best song on his Relapse album. The chorus always cheers me up a little C:
 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lgT1AidzRWM&feature=related

Love The Way You Lie. Everyone's favorite at the moment :P You gotta love Rihanna's chorus, and how well Eminem shows his angry/sad emotion. This song is brilliant, and I'm proud of Rihanna for making this song (after what happened with Chris Brown).
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uelHwf8o7_U

Those are just a few of my favorites, I have a LOT more. Pretty much anything Marshall Mathers writes, I fall in love with <3
Please leave a comment if you're a die hard Eminem fan like I am :) w00t
And I hope you have a great day today!
Love you,

Laura <3

My Weekend

I went to my friend's house, Ayden, and we were really bored, so we decided to make a huge side walk chalk picture on the road :P
It took so many hours. We stopped for dinner, then continued. Stopped again for the night, the finished it in the morning :) And we had to get up and get out of the way for all the cars driving by haha xD
So here's some pictures!! I hope you like it :) (I'm just praying that it won't rain for a while D: )

It actually took SOOO long making that blue circle. And these two guys who were in their twenties drove by and said "Nice blue circle." haha Then the came back like, the next morning and said "It's a lot better since last time!" xD

After a lot of scrapped knees, blisters on our finger tips, and hard work, we finished!! And my fingers still burn a little :P haha 
Ayden and I also bought Slurpies, broke a light bulb, went swimming, sun tanned a little and ate delicious food :) It was definately the best weekend I've had for a LONG time :) Thanks Ayden <3
Love you,

Laura <3

Good Monday

Guess what....... I GOT THE DRESS!!!!!!! *dance around my room*
Yeah! I got it!! :D:D I went back to the store, and tried it on again. It was really tight, but the sales women said to try it on without the bra, because a dress like that doesn't really need one. So I did, and it fit perfectly :) I'm wearing it now, because it makes me oh so happy!! I can't wait to show it off at the dance ;)
I'll post more pictures before I go to the dance, just so I can show the whole outfit.
Also, it's been one week since my little Goal of the Week. And I'm proud to say, that I beat my goal!
Yep! I ate healthy through out the whole week, except for Friday, and I went to the gym five times :) I'm so proud! I'm going to try my best to continue going to the gym this week, and eating healthy. Wish me luck ;)
That's all for now, I'm going to the gym in 15 minutes so I better get ready! D:
I hope your monday was just as good as mine :) Or it will be :P
And here's random picture of cute puppies, just to make you smile :)

Love you,

Laura <3

The Perfect Dress

The year end dance is coming, and I'm switching to a different school, so I really wanna dress pretty for the dance. So me and my parents went shopping for 5 hours today to find the perfect dress. And I found it:



Yeah, that's me xD

The dress is a beautiful colour of blue/turquoise. It has a black lace on the inside of it at the bottom, and it has a cute black velvet pattern all over. And it's topped off with a big black bown around the wait and blue sparkles :)

I LOVE this dress. I think it looks really good on me, plus I think it suits my personality in a way. Plus blue/turquoise will bring out my blue eyes ;) When I put on this dress, I imagined every girl being jealous, I imagined dancing with a guy, I imagined a guy asking me to dance with him. That's only happened to me once.

But there's a problem. (yep, NOTHING'S perfect!!)

It fits just a little too tight.

Not because I'm fat, or because I have a big stomach, no, I don't have that, it's because of my boobs. >: |

If it was because I had a little extra weight, or a bigger stomach, I would work my ass off to lose weight. But you can't really lose boob fat can you? Unless you starve yourself. And I'm NOT doing that.

I asked for a bigger size, and they didn't have one. But the store at the other mall did. So we put it on hold.

When we got to the other store, I tried it on, and it fit PERFECTLY!!! I fell in love with the dress, I couldn't stop smiling :)

We were about to buy it, when i noticed that the zipper had a little trouble zipping up. I showed my mom, and the zipper was about to break. The sales women called it zipper lock, and it's REALLY hard to fix. She offered us $10 off, but my mom refused.

I know this sounds crazy, but I almost cried when we walked out the store. I told my mom that I wished I havn't of told her.

To be honest, I was kind of kidding, but my mom didn't think so.

So we went to another store, and I was pretty bumbed. I tried on more and more dresses but they just wern't the same. Finally, my mom said.

"Maybe we should just get the smaller size of the blue dress, and you can maybe starve yourself??"

"No! That's disgusting! I am deffinately NOT doing that. You're sick." And I closed the change room door on her. :/ To be honest, I do find that sick, because it's coming from my mother. Isn't she supposed to me a role model for me? Isn't she supposed to tell me what's good for me?

That's when I actually did start crying. I felt fat. I know that it's so hard to lose boob fat, but it is possible. And it bugged me so much, because not that long ago (I was just freaking out then) I thought that my boobs were so big, because i was fat.

So for the rest of the time, I was pretty much depressed, and I cried a lot in the car. My dad yelled at me saying that she was joking. But dad, you weren't there, she sounded pretty damn sure to me. She didn't laugh afterwards, are said "Just kiding!" No, she seemed serious to me.

We gave up after 5 hours and went home.

My day is ruined. I cried a lot at home. Because I don't have my perfect dress, because I told my mom about the zipper, because my mom told me to starve myself, because I was hungry, because my feet hurt, because I was tired and because we spent 5 hours shopping, and didn't buy a thing.

Don't worry, I had a long talk with my mom, and we made up. She told me that she said to starve myself becuase she was angry that I said I shouldn't of told her about the zipper, because she doesn't want to pay for something so expensive, and have it break.

And she said that she shouldn't of said that, and that I can't lose weight, cuz I'm skinny :)

I appologized too, and we hugged it out :)

I'm still a little sad though, just cuz my day was terrible.

But we're planning on going back, and trying on the blue dress again and seeing how it fits at the boobs again. We're just scared that when I dance, that it'll rip or something cuz it is really tight there. But we're gunna try it again, and hopefully it's good!!

So, please cross your fingers!!

I just really wanted to talk about it, because I just had like, the worst day :( But I am happy that my mom and I made up :)

Have a great night! And I'll tell you tomorrow about the dress :)

(PS sorry for spelling mistakes, I wanted to type this up quickly cuz I have to go somewhere D:)

Love you,

Laura <3